Is It Time For a Life?

No... Not for me... For someone! Tonight TJ and I decided to go visit a couple that we are friends with. We always keep in contact with them and usually see them a couple times a month to just 'catch up.' Well lately it's been a little more difficult to 'catch up' because they just had a baby a few months ago. A precious baby girl. So everytime we go to their house it gets me thinking... Is it time to create a life; a living human being?

Parts of me always say yes simply because I want to have a family so bad. Then parts of me say no simply because I still want to experience different things in my life... vacations, finishing our basement, being rich...(haha.. just a dream!). Then I realize... when you have a family those things are not as important. We are ready. Stability of money flow is here, we have a house, we are mentally ready, we are emotionally ready, we are mature enough... yes we are ready.

First step... Get off the birth control. Second step... magic. Simple as that right? Then why do I have a HUGE fear that it will take FOREVER or will NEVER happen? I've always feared that I will not be able to have children, not sure why as it does not run in my family. I guess for now the only thing to do is wait it out and see. I'll keep you updated with any new comings however don't expect anything until at the soonest April!